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There's an old flame she keeps mentioning in her diary. Didn't talk to him for a year but then started. We argued one day and when I looked in her diary again she had put her dad's photos on a page that said the guy was special
Oddly enough she said she was "never that intimate with him " in the diary. She mentioned this guy in an unrelated conversation with me once about dating a single dad once. He fit the description. Saw him in December according to diary
Makes me wonder what kind of contact she still has with him. The diary read is a dangerous game. Of everything I read I want to ask about that and never can. This was a hard RP experience. I've lost so much interest in her since seeing that but I can't voice concerns either
I feel that i saw her sex toy bag (I mean she told me to get cuffs and lube out of it it was unavoidable and her dildo was over 50% my length and I'm not even small. It was also noticably thicker
Then I saw an even shorter but girthier one
If it makes you feel better it makes them more sore faster. She used a butt plug one while she rode me and then said it hurt too much.
I suppose why i did it was for the true RP knowledge. I wanted absolute truth reading everything. "That which would be destroyed but the truth ought to be". At least I like that quote
This, except the jackpot is a couple kids and a dead bedroom
I view over 30 women trying to rush men into marriage and babies like male gambling addicts
Their chips are down and they know they've squandered their stash. Their moves become bigger, bolder, and riskier as they look for the jackpot that will once and for all prove they had a brilliant strategy, and didn't suck out via bad choices
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My b i saw that it was in hub view and thought it was a hub post
@deeplydisturbed Worthy mention. Gut and feelings are two different things. But if one cant differ between these two, he definitely should not act on his gut.
I believe my gut a lot.
This is where the manosphere veers into dangerous territory.
"Trust your gut" is no different than "trust your feelings"
I do know there is a difference, hence the word "veer".
Men: Be careful. Definitely trust your gut instincts, but do NOT follow your feelings.
THAT is the conversation to have with oneself.
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@Typo-MAGAshiv When it is about cheating, I am not sure if I need evidence. I believe my gut a lot. But it does not matter, I am 37 years old with lot of fights under my belt, and I learned not to trust women and not to take them seriously. Indifference is for me the only way. She dont cheat? I am fine. She cheats? I am fine again.
One of my ex girlfriends was brutally honest when she said "I am ALWAYS 100% honest. I always act true to how I feel. And that changes every minute with or without reason."
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Before I tried a carrot cake I was sure it will suck big time.
Before I tried spinach cake I was sure it will suck. (below)
@Typo-MAGAshiv thats the single podcast I was listening to 2/3 times. But instead of not looking for problems I have (hopefully) found an equilibrium.
You don't know what will wipe you out in a psychological way. Knowledge or lack of. Many chumps are said to finish themselves off because of the persistent lies and a sudden dissonance clash between a lie and the reality.
I'd say the dose of the new medicine and the initial state will play a role.
@Vermillion-Rx experienced a dissonance. Its good to know how the women are and preemptively prepare yourself mentally and preemptively adjust the game, but not necessarily it would prepare you for the real thing.
Got to wait for the brain to actually rewire.
In the same way you cant redpill someone you cant be really prepared for a new better evidence.
IMO.
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