To every cuck that just sits there while his girlfriend is getting railed and filled. To every guy that assumes a girl isn't going to like what his is and doesn't approach. To all the guys that put up with their woman's bullshit for far too long. This problem is haunting you. You don't love or even like yourself enough to keep yourself happy and healthy.

I knew in my married days what I shouldn't do. I knew that I was tolerating too much. But I was broken. The more things escalated, the more angry I got. Some at the situation, but mostly I was angry at how disappointed I was in myself. So what did my ego say? It told me I was a pussy that didn't deserve happiness. Did I?

I did a thought experiment in one of my lowest times. If there was a time machine and the younger you could see who you are right now how would he feel. Would he be excited to grow up? Would he be ashamed? Would he be horrified? Would he say or do anything in his younger power to not have the future you have today? At the time, I think the younger me would see me and think that life was hopeless. This really bothered me. I would want to father the younger me. What could I teach him? At that time it was nothing except for what not to do. I had to make a change for younger me, who is actually just me when life was much more simple.

It's in deciding to change that I showed myself the love and respect I deserve.

I recommend this thought experiment. Right now younger me would think I'm really fucking cool!