Yeah and I actually have no friends either my last "f(r)iend" was in fact the most cowardly snake and he was in asktrp here many years ago, he is a fucking tool and really a deranged crybaby bitch who intentionally didn't meet me to new people to socially network with the poorest coping excuse "iT wENt BaD iN thE PaST mEeTinG peoPle tO eaCh oTher hurr durr". Yeah sneaky bullshit I didn't buy that stuff he dumb-cunningly isolated me from companies and had the audacity to accuse me I am the "cunning" one the sneaky coward.

Then he suddenly turned super "MUCH SUPER ORTHODOX CHRISTIAN" and started listening to crazy rambling goat-priests (and started not only bothering on my workplace by sending messages while he hypocritically cried about that behaviour from my side before but he still threw hints that he would definitely distance me and ditch me because I am an atheist and the crazy goat-priests told him "do not talk to them (atheists)") after heavy drug use. You can be a non-degenerate and a non-completely lost and non-junkie without being religious but still this is a common pattern with heavy drug users as he did cocaine, weed and such. He was in fact still literally paranoid about microchips and new identities and while he was right in a way he was still patently wrong in his anxiously urgency-filled paranoia to make me needlessly get a new id and eventually expose myself as my id is still valid and I have my id from 2008/2009 when I was giving English lower degree exams. It was required for us back then to actually issued police national identities so we did.

I'll post this as a normal asktrp post instead of low-effort hub post because I have been timed-out by Vermillion for now but still TYPO don't autistically raid here and still repeatedly sperg your really rambling vulgarities in which you're in fact still delusionally miscall as "constructive" and "criticism" because it's really your mentally ill bullshit from your severe mental illness and because constructive criticism has no dumb childish insults which in fact stem from your 5-year-old baby brain prancing around like a total clown. Respect the fact I don't want to talk to you and interact with you since it's literally cramming up the community with needless posts but still I always need to verbally invalidate your ugly idiotic insults since and I am still in fact still scientifically debunking them. You don't go well.

Nonetheless I don't really want to get married to be honest but I still have a crippling scarcity mentality and a serious vulnerability to sound pollution noise, not sounds but actually noise and I can't move anywhere outside my safe space or my parents' house. I literally dobbered 8-7 apartments in like 4 years because of various noises such as someone hitting things/himself upstairs, inappropriately bass noise pollution, inappropriately loud conversation I could hear even in my bedroom as there was no soundproofing, "people" (animals) maniacally annoying me by obsessively growling at the closed space at the front of my backyard by gypsily opening their door all day and schizoically growling inside (They were Albanians) etc. So I don't feel risking another vanity project.

I lived for 4 months now in Finland to escape the hellhole town I was in and the cowardly deadbeat teens most obnoxiously re-annoying by maniacally re-revving up with their illegal over-tampered-with shortened exhaust engines every day for hours and I had a good time in Finland partially but still even after sending 70+ CVs, 70+ cover letters and effectively filled up submitting 70+ blank credentials/job application blank spaces of accurate information (phone number, etc.) I didn't any job. Before that I was working for 9 months as a mechanic-machine operator & metalworking assembler by in fact systematically assembling parts of agricultural machinery and chassis of vehicles and I quitted because I couldn't pursue my real interests such as my academic pursues and the severe noise pollution was too much.

I literally managed to make some tiny academic progress such as passing one subject on the semester (C programming) and after that I intentionally read almost all the lectures of that subject but still after a while the noise pollution was too much and even my 1100 Euro (allegedly) soundproof window that cuts down 55 db of noise (that's what it was written in pdf) didn't do much so I left in June for Finland for a new life after selling inheritance (20000 Euros) to start a new life. But still they never appreciated me there or my money. I literally also have 10+ years job experience as a waiter and bartender in my family business and I worked as a child and I have other skills and despite what some believe here my English skills are most definitely not terrible. Furthermore, I have some qualifications in IT skills such as diplomas in Computer Operation such as Text Editor, Microsoft Word, Internet Services: Microsoft Explorer, Spreadsheets, Microsoft Outlook etc.

I left as I realized that my plan abroad was another vanity project with no prospects and I spend somehow 5000 Euro in 2 months so I had to leave to in fact most sensibly utilize the rest of the money.

What should I do? No woman in my life either atm. This peasant town has literally no prospects and the absolute nothing as Greekistan is a shithole.