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crime tendencies in UK, Greece and elsewhere. But she still wasn't at all like that in her youth which is really perplexing and makes no sense to me.

It's like the person I know completely died.

But still now, fast forward after me following her Instagram profile back in 2023 with a secret account and forgetting about, she is liking overemotional posts like posts about empathy in some backwater Instagram channels that she didn't post herself (mind you), liking posts about depression and how she relates to them, likes about dogs being abused and following animal shelter shit and she even follows some mental health/psychology account etc. And she doesn't effectively socially climbed and didn't ditch her former friends back from 10+ years ago and still likes her profiles and their pics. She even kept a few around, like a beta orbiter that recently went to meet him in Chalkida for his graduation.

This struck me as a surprised because I literally knew her a psychopath and is is in fact still clinically fitting most of the symptoms and the surrounding behaviour. She is definitely self-serving to the max also and materialistic not caring about higher intellectual pursues or in-group solidarity, like joining Albanian circles to support.

                PSYCHOPATH OR NOT?

I will ascertain this and if you judge me I don't care but still I will definitely cleared it out: The majority of women born after 1990 are nothing in fact but a wet hole. It seems they've acquired somehow psychopathic characteristics and are quite manipulative, narcissistic, hypocritical. I knew a woman, we grew up together in a way we used to roleplay as Harry Potter chars as a children, once she jumped in boarding school to defend me even if my friend was only playfully taunting me in class, she misunderstood and she got TKD kick in her head. She didn't strike me as non-compassionate but still I learned even as a child she actually spout both very stupid lies and methodical lies too (once an acquittance found her diary and the diary was empty and that woman- ex-friend said that everything is written with an invisible pen that needs light to see and that female acquittance found a pen and lit it up and there was nothing there). Later on we hung out in middle school and we went in a school 5 day trip in Athens and during a nightout the 5 of us in our friend group had 1 friend going out either as emotional outburst or sickness and she accompanied her. She was kind of manipulative though to me when she kinda push me to put me to talk to our English cram school teacher/professor that was also my aunt because I was a great conversationalist. Guys, keep in mind this is Greece and it's different from American society and Modern Greek society and people are in fact very hyperemotional and moralistic and I will use this fact later.

In lyceum/high school, I heard stories she manipulated her close friend (also my friend) for spotlight in a theatre. This is the only thing I know what happened in Lyceum from psychopathic/narcissistic tendencies she had. Besides that, she was was an emotional person, jealous that my friend back then and actually her bf was dating two twin females in the past not realizing they are different people. She was emotional in her breakup the year after. Etc. She was still alright in Lyceum, a bit snappy and such but still. I wouldn't think her as a psychopath or narcissist.

I don't know what happened after 3 years after. Something hit her brain and turned literally psychopath. She was very fake when I re-met her. Narcissistic, psychopathic with the innocent "cute" girl-next-door façade and her personality was very American in a way. I don't think I can unpack it all... First of all one of the symptoms of psychopathy is hidden and calculative promiscuity.. she did a SoundCloud sound-porno with someone where her moan were heard and half her face was on cover (covering the upper part of her face), her personality was contradictory: introverted where it benefitted her and extroverted where it benefitted her. She wasn't actually introverted because she had anxiety or such but because of protection and such. As my expert therapist pointed out "she has psychopathic characteristics and learned to hide well". She actually changed like 3-4 sexual partners and boyfriends in a like a whole years or 8 months back then in 2016-2017. When I first met her she was actually dodging me for 2-3 weeks and postponing us hanging out until she called me one day in one of her singing performances, only to satisfy her narcissistic ego and there she actually displayed disproportionately red-flag confidence for her age which was not boisterous but like just 'calm' talking to clearly older men/people like they were equals or of the same age and the fact she find them and made them somehow make her join their singing group with such ease is literally red flag as well and not normal. Our second "date" was for a coffee and I swear to god she had that flat effect and dead eyes psychopaths have, she was smiling and stuff but it's like her eyes were dead, I can't explain it. Not deceased but empty.

Nonetheless, she literally played games with me back then, she started warm and not a cold person but she quickly devolved to cold and started ditching me and finding excuses to not chat with me. That's partially because I think because I asked her if she is a psychopath one day inside the bus during either January 2017 or very early February 2017. I did and we forcefully had to walk the same way, I told her "hi" and she pretended I wasn't even there... I asked her if something is holding me a grumpy face and she said "no". Later she had a bf but still the nature on why she got that guy as bf would actually surprised you, he was an ugly brown guy looking like a goblin and uglier than me. When I found out, somehow it ended up in a verbal fight where she verbally attacked me and before that she had issues with me verbally insulting her and I said "wow look who is attacking now, thanks for all your supposedly non-insulting words" and she replied "OOO SO WITH THOSE ILLOGICALS YOU SAY I SHOULD STAND HERE AND SAY "OKAY". ANTE GO TO HELL" and it's not the fact she insulted me, that I don't mind, but she hypocritically and most illogically excused her insults that literally annoyed the hell out of me.

Anyway... the guy later admitted after one year or way less that she actually tried to manipulate him for whatever reason and he figured her out and was smarter. I never learned the actual reason but still I know the fact that brown guy was the friend of the guy who she made the SoundCloud sound-video porno with, so she most likely made a relationship with the brown guy to learn information about the guy she made SoundCloud sound-track porno with (because that degenerate guy was in the army at that time). Nonetheless, she quickly broke up with the brown guy and found someone else during May and I saw her during that time. I was talking to another girl too so it was weird and nonetheless she jumped in with her façade "cute" smile saying "hiiiii" after kissing that guy and interjected between us giving the bag to the girl I was talking with.. I told her we should have a talk and she said "no" and I replied "no?" and she literally stole my seat on the bus, so... I decided to I snap I was half-impulsive and half-calculative trying to actually see if she is actually a psychopath and recover from this and I had nothing to lose. I punched her head repeatedly, her glasses flew at the other side of the bus, I kneed her sternum etc. She desperately & calculatedly leaned and grabbed the girl I was talking to before I entered the bus. I was thrown out but still I had a definitive suspicion she pretended and didn't feel fear...

First of all after the event she told a message to my mother indirectly for me to not look at her. She pretended this was some kind of dramatic movie as that demand is literally phony and fake ass. Nonetheless after that, even after THAT she "recovered" after quickly, a neurotypical would had mental problems recovering for many months or a year but she still didn't seem to be impacted by the event. Even her "hurt" and "depressed" or whatever shit act definitely seemed like an act where she just made her voice lowered and spoke faintly. She "recovered" like full throttle in 3 weeks or less than 1 month. She even "referred to my logos" (referred to me in speech, directed her words to me) and she in fact rudely interrupted me to "correct" me in university class after that to boost her ego, that's actually proof she wasn't feeling fear and she is definitely a psychopath. She even did an academic project and her project was definitely not halted by any mental state of hers at all and she actually presented a whole PowerPoint presentation how her navigation gauntlet works that elicited success in autumn 2017. She eventually also made a relationship with that SoundCloud porno guy that he returned from the army, in a relationship literally born out of degeneracy and hidden pornography that she had relationship for YEARS. But still one thing is for certain... she always did relationships, especially serious ones, with musical talented or musically experience males intentionally to manipulate them to promote her musical talents of singing and such. It's literally obvious. She eventually broke with that guy too after many years (5-4 years) and he literally emptied out his Facebook from all content that it became a wasteland. The whelp she has was most likely his. I didn't exchange a word with that guy but still one time he looked at me as I was working he looked back and then he immediately looked away and down in fear.

Meanwhile I before she make up with that brown guy back in 2017 I told her to delete all my messages forever by unsending them from her side and she in fact pathologically lied to me "she deletes all her conversation on fb" which was clearly a pathological lie as when she verbally attacked me after 20 days or so later she literally shoved the fact "she kept all the messages and did well to keep them" on my face to pathetically gloat. I did had my successful revenge also by still publicly humiliating her back in 2019 when she run for local political position as a city councilwoman candidate in a leading party where it eventually lead her darling to delete all his SoundCloud material including the sound-track moaning porno of hers. She still didn't deserve to rule my city and had no ethos and morality to. It was against my principles and I didn't allow her to have any power, I hanged posters all over the cities with in fact plenty of overwhelmingly fact proof listing the website, her pic and her connection with the SoundCloud porno guy etc.

She eventually left for Athens, leaving Northern Greece, she was Albanian. Her ethnicity are actually in fact known to have very psychopathic/sociopathic tendencies as it's actually apparent and as it's actually proven with their high crim

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suspension of disbelief

That phrase doesn't fit here.

"Willing suspension of disbelief" is what allows a viewer/reader to get immersed in a fictional work.

For example, I can buy Trinity whipping all those dudes' asses in "The Matrix" because regular physical laws don't apply when inside the Matrix. I willingly suspend my disbelief because that's how it works in that fictional world.

Where works of fiction sometimes ruin an audience's willing suspension of disbelief is when the work is ostensibly set in the real world, but something ridiculous happens. Sometimes it's a fictional world, but it violates its own established rules.

For example, in the MCU we have ostensibly our real world, but superpowered beings in it like Hulk and Thor and Captain America. Their origins and abilities are explained, and we can suspend disbelief (at least a little). Then they go and ruin that by having Black Widow, who is an ordinary woman with no special powers, beat the crap out of 4 dudes who are all twice her size.