"Be A Good Person If You Want to Be But It Won't Attract Women"

I'm going back through the side bar/red pill handbook and read this article by 'insickness'.

And I've just realised that I've been fucking up in this area. I've made solid progress over the last couple of years with improving SMV, approaching, I've even gotten laid some. I've relapsed occasionally, but generally I have cured my addiction to to drugs. Not bad RedBarbell, not bad.

But not massive results. Nowhere close. And what do I mean by that? Bluntly, it means I should have penetrated more wet holes for the effort that I have been putting in to this shit.

It's like I've been trying to integrate being a "good person" into this new alpha mindset that I've created. I've become the r/seduction friendly version of a RedPilled man, the honest alpha, a guy that lifts, can approach and knows some game. But ultimately I've lacked the killer instinct so many times and dried up vaginas that were ready for hot and sweaty alpha sex because deep down I've refused to leave that "nice guy" behind. The sexual tension has been there but it's almost like I don't recognise this new dynamic that I've created and I will somehow fumble the bag. By fumble the bag I mean sex on date 3 (or not at all) or a shitty LTR that I don't want to be in. I'll crack too many jokes, fill in the gaps in a conversation to make them feel more comfortable, tell them about my family or some other lame shit to dry their vag.

'insickness' says "I was a Red Pill apologist. I tried to reconcile my blue pill upbringing with myRed Pill discoveries". That is fucking me. TRP on reddit is inundated with this sort've watered down shit right now and It doesn't fucking work. It's WEAK. Women sense it, they see the video but my audio doesn't match.

I was never a natural at this shit, being an asshole is not in my DNA. If it was I would never have needed TRP in the first place.

So that's where I'm at right now. Tired of being a redpill apologist and sick of doing what I "should" do around women. Women liking me as person does not make them want to FUCK me and it's high time I get that into my thick skull.

RedPill 2.0.