@greyyyfoxx

Ejecting seems like a good start.. I'd wouldn't say anything, and just keep thinking about solving my problems and life. I life with girl and I make it clear to her that she is not the center of my world. But she won't listen since its not how she feels or believes. I can't have a rational conversation.

Men are males, women are females. While Latin-American females have emotions that run hotter than females north of the equator, expecting rational thought from someone as prone to emotion as a female is just not a particularly rational expectation.

Consider investing into a reliable ready reference you can pick up and study to better prepare yourself for engaging the opposite sex. I'd suggest that you get yourself a copy of Doc Love's "The System: The Dating Dictionary". Doc Love, who until his passing was also known as Tom Hodges, wrote a weekly advice column that's archive is mirrored on several mens focused sites and a podcast. His media is a bit pricey, but it's a solid foundation a guy can branch out from in RP aware circles. I'd suggest you review his advice column to decide if his view on dating and relationships is aligned with what you aspire for yourself. To save yourself a search, give this scribed link a gander to find out if his book is something you'd like to add to your library. It should also be available on libgen.