November was a month to cut out doom scrolling.
Only other goals I had was decide on my living situation. Which we knocked out. Got a hell of a deal (like 40% off market value) on a two bedroom 1 bath house for the next two years. Part of the agreement is I'll be finishing a 3rd bedroom and 2nd full bathroom in the basement. Owner provides materials.
December is going to be a cruise month. No major goals outside of fitness and enjoying time with the family. Assuming i don't get lazy I'll call it a win.
Lack of appetite has been making it a struggle to keep on weight. It may be stress related. Addressing that but if my appetite issues can't be solved, I'll resort to forcing down calorie dense shakes.
My lower pecs and arms have been identified as lagging areas so I tuned up a routine to adress that. Will start running it next week.
Read MoreI saw your 7 month old reply to it. Either a glitch in the matrix or once in a blue moon, my phone loads a random cashed version.
Honestly, admittedly accurate outside of the anger. I type of a long, some what insightful rambling and by the time I'm done typing it out and poorly proofreading it, I think to mylsef....ahhh fuck it, what's the point. Exiting out of my ramblings.
Fuck I almost didn't post this one.
Knocked out a shit ton of hunting. Knocked out two jobs. Start a third tonight. Have three more to bid next week.
Hit one year no booze or coke this month. Last week I hit one year of consistently being in the gym, 3 days per week or more. The most dialed in I've been in 10 years time of lifting on and off again for 5+ years.
Think there's a correlation?
Just cleared out the last of my high interest debt this morning. Probably paid 11k on 4k borrowed over the last 15 months. (Loan was a no credit check, cash now. Do not recommend.) Payments were half of my monthly expenses. Was being too lazy about getting rid of this and it hurts but it's gone now.
Speaking of credit. I had no credit history the middle of this summer so my score was a 550. Up into the 700s as of last week. So that's neat.
All and all, October isn't quite over but I'm giving myself a big ol gold star.
Read Morewomen are pretty much interchangeable and no single one is ever really as special or unique as we like to believe
I'd have probably argued against this five years ago but all women are really like that when you boil them down to their roux.
I'm rambling. Fuck it. *post
Me 90% of the time I'm on here.
They all have different hairstyles and eyes. I've never noticed the attention to detail put into this masterpiece.
To be fair
Dude, if you say "to be fair" then you have to make it a link to the "Letterkenny" clip. Dot red bylaws and shit. You knew this.
have some vcards!
a pretty good one


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