@qwerty12

Hey there is a girl who I proposed her but rejected me now she got married after a while she messaged me today what should I do ? she always me to keep me as a friend but it triggers my emotions so hard

She had her chance. Put her on block and move on with your life. If it keeps up afterwards, contact her husband and let him know what she's trying to do.

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