I (21M) am extremely new to this pill thing and I just want to tell my story. I met this girl (20F) (Let's call her A) in college last semester and found her really cute. The first month I was too shy to talk to her and I could tell she wanted to talk too just to get acquainted. One month later, I did start talking to her and we hit it off since we lived close-by and used to commute to college together in bus. I gave her numerous hints that I liked her and I could tell by her demeanor that maybe she was not interested in me. One day she invited me to the public library to the public library to do an assignment together, and we did. I thought that is a sign she is into me too. The next week I took her out for coffee and she seemed really disinterested. In November, I took the chance and told her that I am falling for her and she just said that I was making a mistake. In that moment I didn't ask any further questions and just behaved normally. She continued to ask for my help in assignments and stuff and I continued to help her till that semester ended (i.e. before Christmas). She never contacted me again, not even on Snapchat or sending reels on IG like she used to. So I didn’t try contacting her either. In February she went to her home country for two weeks to attend a family wedding. There she sent me about 8 snaps. I only responded to the first one (It was a snap of her being on the way to the airport and had the flight emoji. She had told me about this way back in October and I knew it mattered to her a lot so I just sent “Enjoy” as a reply and she said thanks.) I just opened the rest of her snaps and I didn't send any from my side since I was hurt over her ghosting me after semester ended. (We don't have any common classes now). Since then I have realised a lot about crushes and watched a lot of Youtube about the absurdity of it all, and I was beginning to not be broody over it all. Today, I finally came face to face with her in college. Now bear with me. I entered the college and I was with another female classmate that I had met on the way (Let's call her B). I recognised A walking 20 metres ahead of me with another common female classmate of ours. (Let's call her C). So A and C are walking 20 metres ahead of me and B, all four of us walking in the same direction. Now we had to wait for the elevator to go up one floor. As A and C were walking ahead of us, we catch up to them eventually. B and C meet up. I was gonna ignore all of them and walk right past. I was gonna go right past A. We had eye contact and held it for 3 seconds as she was watching me walk right past. As she just stood and watched, and didn't smile or greet, I was gonna do the same and not show/say anything. Then C called me out from behind and asked me if I was not gonna meet her. So I had to stop. Now the four of us enter the elevator. Me and A looked at each other twice or thrice for 1-2 seconds at a time, and with such stern expressions on our faces (Emotions-wise I was just so full of rage within as I didn't want this encounter today to happen). And I did talk with B a little in the elevator. But A and I just had this air of awkwardness, and hostility maybe? After exiting the elevator we went our separate ways. The whole interaction just riled up my emotions for the entire day. Now that I have written this I realise there's no point to this post and maybe I'm just venting to clear my head. Apologies for wasting your time whoever reads this :')