What do I think of your paranoia? It's a crock of beta pussy shit. Constantly worrying about her whereabouts is one of the weakest things you can do as a man. It reeks of desperation, and she can smell it from miles away. Keep it up and she definitely will find another man, because she will become severely unattractive to you.

Your "revenge plan" is completely retarded. Because here's what you'll actually do. You'll send her a cringy ass text that she won't even realize is a breakup. Then you'll "ghost" her which will really be an attempt to bait her into giving you attention. Then she'll dump your ass anyways because you're a complete beta male, and you'll castrate yourself trying to apologize and get her back.

In short, dont do your revenge plan. It won't work.

What you should do is keep fucking this woman. Along with a few other women. Thats the key; you need to find a few other women to fuck. Build a roster. That way you won't have enough time to obsess about where one specific woman is at all hours of the day.

You also need to hit the gym consistently. Burn off your emotions and increase your testosterone.

So your LDR (imaginary relationship) of 5 months pushes you for exclusivity so you drop two women for this imaginary commitment? So to prove your fidelity further you, become her walking ATM simp. So you outrank her on SMV huh? It sounds like she's in full control of the situation while all you do is gush over her and sponsor her life.

You are definitely not being realistic about this girl and your level of one itis. It is extremely bad!

And your butthurt revenge plan is fucking pathetic and synergy beyond reason. Who tracks a woman's mestral cycle?

You agreed to this arrangement and spun yourself out over this. It your fucking fault. And now you're getting revenge on her for what? Some stupid fucking hunch that you have no idea is true?

Continue lifting, stop being a little bitch, have an adult conversation with her about your expectations. Expectations needs wants and boundaries. And admit to yourself that you spun yourself out of control for no fucking reason and you probably need some counseling. JFC....

My brother in his younger days had not done monogamy well. He had a long term girlfriend for many years. They lived together. It turns out that he had an affair with this other girl we knew quite well.

When his infidelity was discovered, his girlfriend flipped out and kicked him out of the house. He subsequently moved in with the woman he was having an affair with and moved to a different state with her. About a year later I moved over to that state. Sure enough, right about 2 weeks before I got there, he had left her because he started sleeping with another girl behind her back.

His ex came to me and tried to talk about it. She was confused. She stated," I never thought that he would do this. I really thought we would last".

Now their interaction was based on an affair. She had already seen the pattern. What the fuck did she expect?

Are you expecting a trifling hoe to become a housewife?.

She was a "burner". You use it for a little while then discard it.

This whole post tells me quite a few things.

The first thing it tells me is you don't have abundance and your idea of a quality woman is completely skewed. If it wasn't, you wouldn't even be asking about how to get back together with a subpar woman.

The second thing this shows me is that you're not calibrated. Drop this phony alpha bullshit of I didn't call her for 5 days. Yeah of course she's going to feel rejected and like you're not interested. Did you prove to yourself that you're manly and alpha? Cuz it sounds like it costed you this girl and it's probably going to continue to be that way unless you actually try to form some kind of connection other than sex.

If you're going to play the game fast and hard then things are going to burn out quickly. Be used to a rotating door women and no long-term relationships.

This is not salvageable and you shouldn't want to salvage it.

Hello everyone , hope you are doing very well .

I am really in a fucked up mental paranoia right now , your advice would help that will really sooth me .

I am with a LDR for 5 months now , she pushed for exclusivity many times (Not by the talk) but by removing all her dating apps , saying her Pussy is mine , i own her and tries to please me sexually and non sexually (Cooking etc ) etc... I gave it a try , not saying we are exclusive but i acted like we are , i dropped my 2 plates too without saying anything (I outrank her massively on SMV level ) , in addition i pay for all dates because she is a student .

All was good , because at the beginning i wasn't paying attention to what she does or she says , a plate is a plate .

Now as things became more serious , i pay more attention to texts timelapse and i feel like my oneitis is creeping in.

I tracked her ovulation phase , it's those 3 days , and by coincidence she vanishes for 9 hours (Not working , not studying this week ) , and respond when she is at home (because her parents rarely let her sleep outside) , says she was with her sister shopping , a female friend visited her and they went out and tries to keep the conversation with affection , emojis etc , good night .... I dind't buy this shit and the paranoia began AWALT.

Adding to that , she said she will send me nudes to recharge me for the next time we will meet , and she didn't (I didn't ask for them or said anything) .

To be honest i didn't sleep well 3 days in a row , i keep my sanity by running every night . I am really sure in my deepest guts this bitch is cheating (There can be no coincidence of vanishing and her ovulatory phase without cheating , the problem is i don't have a proof .... LDR ) . My dread is on point , minimal affection , coldness after thoses vanishes , she tries to keep conversations , double texts etc ....

I took a decision that i will end this mess , keep lifting and work on my career . Honestly i can't plate her , oneitis is creeping in , to restore my plates i need time , and if i open the relationship , i will be more hurt (Seems like she has many backups she is actually cheating with) .

Now , we arranged to see each other the next week (she will come to my city) to stay together for valentines and her birthday .

So i prepared a revenge plan (Beta trait but that will appease me at least ) , i will fuck her one last time , have good time , lovebomb her , do all naughty things i think of , then when i drop her at the train station i will send this message to: Hey babe , i think this long distance thing won't work , it's better to stop it now . Wish you all the best / Then go ghost without closure .

What do you think guys of my paranoia and if it's justified and my revenge plan .

You guidance and advices are very well appreciated .